so I've decided to put my cellphone away from me today.
it hurts enough.seems like I'd been rejected by a person who means so much for me.hahahha.
Idk what should I do,just pray? and wait 'til that person has a few time for me.
seems like...If I come back home then it's nonsense for that person, for now.
today is the 3rd day. already. yes.
and I'm home. after 2 months.
and what did I get? surprise! my phone number has 'died' -__________- so I decided to 'move on' to the new one.
today I met my classmates in JHS and we shared and talked a lot :3
aaaaahh sometimes I miss the past :|
and I was enchanted to meet you again. all day. "pokoke kudu ro aku" (this statement made me smile)
14 'til 16th day of February 2014.
I'm home, but with ashes everywhere. ya.
idk but when I'm home since this year something unusual happened. hahaha.
I got bad 'update' about him. I should think that it's just an issue.
I've tried to remake my mindset. from (-) thinking to (+) thinking.
I've tried. ya. to trust him. always. because that's the key for a long-distance-relationship, eh?
I've tried to be not too close w my 'aspa' friends. (because his perfection always slows me down).
the bad-update was hurt me. deep. I was afraid at that time (yesterday. on Val's day hell yeah!)
I have to think that it's just an issue. he can't be like that.
but tonight. he said he will meet me the next morning.
y' know? that's all i need.
so, quote for this holiday: dear , I'm still into you.